There's no turning back..

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♱ about ♱NAME: Eden Crestfall
RACE: Rava Viera
GENDER: Nonbinary
PRONOUNS: Any
NAMEDAY: Nobody knows as she doesn't talk about it
AGE: Unknown, appears to be in late 20's
HEIGHT: 6'3
SERVER: Aether | Cactuar
OCCUPATION: Dark Knight (Tank Main), Warrior of Darkness
OTHER JOBS: Paladin, Pictomancer, Warrior
VOICE CLAIM: Clare (Claymore), just pitched slightly deeper
RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Taken - Kaelic (my girlfriend's wol)
NOTABLE PAST BONDS: crush w/Fray, doomed-gothic romance w/Zenos, confidant w/Yotsuyu (post SB)
FAVE COLORS: Jet Black & Gloom Purple
LOVES: Tea, Fashion (and has a great sense of style from their upbringing), Polishing their sword, Sparring, Reading (especially classics), Drawing/Sketching (usually with charcoal)
LOATHES: Disloyalty, Their own Nameday, Those who bind themselves to law and lack a sense of proper discernment for right/wrong, Those too bound by tradition, The close-minded

♱ appearance ♱Upon seeing them, it's very likely you will hear them first - a boyish voice followed by laughter of a crowd. Are they telling another story since returning to Ishgard? You want to get a bit closer to hear more. They seem to be standing in a thick crowd of people answering many questions. As you approach closer from behind and move through little by little, you notice broad shoulders, medium cool pink hair half tied up, and that they are quite tall, even for a viera's standards. Their body seems to be fairly slender, long limbs and a sinuous neck. Their frame seems to give them an air of both elegance & strength. Their skin is a warm chestnut brown and as they turn - are they trying to leave? - you get the glance of their lavender, bordering grey eyes - indecipherable. They seem to have a total of 4 facial piercings, a bridge, labret, and two nostril piercings. Time passes - perhaps only seconds - they stand up fully now from the table they were seated at - you see that their chest seems on the larger side, but is tightly bound by something underneath their shirt which keeps them from being too prominent despite that. Today it seems they've chosen to wear a vest that's gloom purple and black with silver chain mail - though now that you think about it, you've caught them in passing in a variety of different outfits. It seems this person is quite versed in fashion. Their ears also stand upright on their head, various silver piercings fill them, fur texture curly matching that of their hair and a bit messy. Your eyes meet - and for a small second it seemed like they almost were exhausted or annoyed to have met another set of eyes - but it could be your imagination? The voice you heard and canter seems so distant now after catching that look. But before you attempt to decipher this, she flashes you a brilliant smile before politely excusing herself.♱ nature ♱Due to being raised initially to be a prince, an heir to a small kingdom* in Coerthas - until the age of 13 when more feminine traits began to develop - Eden tends to have a very charming demeanor, and it is not uncommon for many to be taken by them. She was quite adored as a child for her bright face, her spirited & charismatic nature and quickness to excel in any area she set her mind to. Whispers would carry in the household of the honor she would bring to the small, but ambitious kingdom. And in the future this would come in handy in landing the temporary odd job as a Host at a club in Ishgard - but not out of preference but out of necessity. You see, shortly after those traits began to develop, all that she dreamt of, trained for and aspired to was taken away as quickly as she worked towards it.* - This kingdom in particular was not one of viera initially, but through marriage and rising in ranks the viera gradually took over. And thus because of this they do not follow the typical matriarchal rules of most viera tribes as the region of Coerthas does not abide by them. They are also constantly in danger of losing power so the balance is quite delicate between this kingdom and the rest of the unrest already in Coerthas.two fists slam down, defeated"but none of that matters! i'm still me, why would i suddenly not be worthy of my birthright?"a pause"h-have i not trained hard enough? have i not proven myself?"plump, scalding tears plop against the uncaring woodnails curl inwards, blood is starting to tremble out as is her voice"i've given this household.. dedication...my youth....blindly to you...to my family...my everything...and it means nothing? because of something i can't contro-"a cruel reality comes knockingENOUGH!a thundering voice, a pen striking the hard floor"Do you want this family to become a joke? Our meager kingdom honestly is struggling to stay in power as is."
a chair scrapes horribly backwards
"And honestly, it's our fault for letting you continue in your delusions as long as we did. We felt sorry for you at first admittedly, we weren't blind to how you might've taken it, and so for the past 4 years we continued to let you do as you wish."a familiar figure made distorted by a mixture of the surrounding darkness and tears places a palm on their shoulder"Don't make us regret it more than we already do right now."several steps, a door closing gently now, and then silence - one that was most unwelcomeAnger, pain, betrayal, disgust, sickness, sadness, horror, anxiety - these feelings began to fester, churn and claw at his insides lacerating him day in and out, poisoning his mind, and threatening to leave nothing in its wake. Eden was stricken with a plague that slowly but surely drained them of the brightness in their eyes and seeded into them melancholy.They knew they had to leave if they wanted to survive - and the closest place in Coerthas was Ishgard.At a closer glance and if you are around her long enough, one may begin to notice cracks in her carefully constructed cordial persona, loud whispers of a person who is more reserved now and melancholic. A closer glance shows that the boisterous laughs that are carried have a tinge of artificiality and the smiles often flashed to anyone who meets her glance are few genuine, eyes giving away secrets by being singed with sadness. Due to the scars that she carries in her heart from the loss of many who touched his heart, the first being his former mentor Fray, the prince who was once known for their merciful & melancholic nature in battle has been transformed overtime into a serious and formidable opponent. While they stand by their beliefs to harness a lot of their pain and anger to remain helpful to those in need, to stand firm in not falling to another, yet entirely new type of corruption after narrowly escaping that of which she was raised in - there are times it may even seem that Eden enjoys the wrath and death she can wield upon her opponent. She needs to be careful and wary of that which she wields, consuming her.

♱ about ♱
[transhumanist story]
NAME: Meril Moonweather
RACE: Arcane Doll (Warforged)
GENDER: Genderfluid, Meril is completely apathetic to the notion of gender as it has only been used as a means of utility up until now, and needing to be changed to suit the nature of their job at any moment
PRONOUNS: Any
NAMEDAY: Nobody knows as she doesn't talk about it
AGE: Appears 15
HEIGHT:
HOMELAND: Region of Amenathyr, Kingdom of Eveningfall
Class: Rogue, Soul Knife
Tongues: Common, Sylvan and Elvish
Previous Occupations: Bodyguard, Lady-in-Waiting/Servant, Assassin to Soon to be Countess Anneliese Ronchembert, Watchdog for the Queen of Eveningfall Palace
Previous Family: None and Meril would say she doesn’t need any, though she would say Anneliese was her greatest friend.
VOICE CLAIM:
FAVE COLORS: Light Pink and Rose Red
LOVES: Tea,
LOATHES: Not Remembering

♱ appearance ♱Upon seeing them, it's very likely you will hear them first - a boyish voice followed by laughter of a crowd. Are they telling another story since returning to Ishgard? You want to get a bit closer to hear more. They seem to be standing in a thick crowd of people answering many questions. As you approach closer from behind and move through little by little, you notice broad shoulders, medium cool pink hair half tied up, and that they are quite tall, even for a viera's standards. Their body seems to be fairly slender, long limbs and a sinuous neck. Their frame seems to give them an air of both elegance & strength. Their skin is a warm chestnut brown and as they turn - are they trying to leave? - you get the glance of their lavender, bordering grey eyes - indecipherable. They seem to have a total of 4 facial piercings, a bridge, labret, and two nostril piercings. Time passes - perhaps only seconds - they stand up fully now from the table they were seated at - you see that their chest seems on the larger side, but is tightly bound by something underneath their shirt which keeps them from being too prominent despite that. Today it seems they've chosen to wear a vest that's gloom purple and black with silver chain mail - though now that you think about it, you've caught them in passing in a variety of different outfits. It seems this person is quite versed in fashion. Their ears also stand upright on their head, various silver piercings fill them, fur texture curly matching that of their hair and a bit messy. Your eyes meet - and for a small second it seemed like they almost were exhausted or annoyed to have met another set of eyes - but it could be your imagination? The voice you heard and canter seems so distant now after catching that look. But before you attempt to decipher this, she flashes you a brilliant smile before politely excusing herself.♱ nature ♱Due to being raised initially to be a prince, an heir to a small kingdom* in Coerthas - until the age of 13 when more feminine traits began to develop - Eden tends to have a very charming demeanor, and it is not uncommon for many to be taken by them. She was quite adored as a child for her bright face, her spirited & charismatic nature and quickness to excel in any area she set her mind to. Whispers would carry in the household of the honor she would bring to the small, but ambitious kingdom. And in the future this would come in handy in landing the temporary odd job as a Host at a club in Ishgard - but not out of preference but out of necessity. You see, shortly after those traits began to develop, all that she dreamt of, trained for and aspired to was taken away as quickly as she worked towards it.* - This kingdom in particular was not one of viera initially, but through marriage and rising in ranks the viera gradually took over. And thus because of this they do not follow the typical matriarchal rules of most viera tribes as the region of Coerthas does not abide by them. They are also constantly in danger of losing power so the balance is quite delicate between this kingdom and the rest of the unrest already in Coerthas.two fists slam down, defeated"but none of that matters! i'm still me, why would i suddenly not be worthy of my birthright?"a pause"h-have i not trained hard enough? have i not proven myself?"plump, scalding tears plop against the uncaring woodnails curl inwards, blood is starting to tremble out as is her voice"i've given this household.. dedication...my youth....blindly to you...to my family...my everything...and it means nothing? because of something i can't contro-"a cruel reality comes knockingENOUGH!a thundering voice, a pen striking the hard floor"Do you want this family to become a joke? Our meager kingdom honestly is struggling to stay in power as is."
a chair scrapes horribly backwards
"And honestly, it's our fault for letting you continue in your delusions as long as we did. We felt sorry for you at first admittedly, we weren't blind to how you might've taken it, and so for the past 4 years we continued to let you do as you wish."a familiar figure made distorted by a mixture of the surrounding darkness and tears places a palm on their shoulder"Don't make us regret it more than we already do right now."several steps, a door closing gently now, and then silence - one that was most unwelcomeAnger, pain, betrayal, disgust, sickness, sadness, horror, anxiety - these feelings began to fester, churn and claw at his insides lacerating him day in and out, poisoning his mind, and threatening to leave nothing in its wake. Eden was stricken with a plague that slowly but surely drained them of the brightness in their eyes and seeded into them melancholy.They knew they had to leave if they wanted to survive - and the closest place in Coerthas was Ishgard.
this is a huge work in progress, i plan to upload a longer story in the future as i learn to write again
At a closer glance and if you are around her long enough, one may begin to notice cracks in her carefully constructed cordial persona, loud whispers of a person who is more reserved now and melancholic. A closer glance shows that the boisterous laughs that are carried have a tinge of artificiality and the smiles often flashed to anyone who meets her glance are few genuine, eyes giving away secrets by being singed with sadness. Due to the scars that she carries in her heart from the loss of many who touched his heart, the first being his former mentor Fray, the prince who was once known for their merciful & melancholic nature in battle has been transformed overtime into a serious and formidable opponent. While they stand by their beliefs to harness a lot of their pain and anger to remain helpful to those in need, to stand firm in not falling to another, yet entirely new type of corruption after narrowly escaping that of which she was raised in - there are times it may even seem that Eden enjoys the wrath and death she can wield upon her opponent. She needs to be careful and wary of that which she wields, consuming her.

faq:who are you?
i'm haven. when not creating i enjoy tank main-ing (& forgetting my tank stance), going to concerts & movies, collecting cds, getting tattoos/piercings & spending time with my beautiful girlfriend. i asked her to describe me and she had this to say: determined, focused, diligent, dependable, straightforward and protective
oh unlike my portrait though i haven't had top surgery yet, i need to one day more than anything though when i can afford itcan i use __ on my profile?
art as pfp/header is okay with visible credit AND so long as it is not a commission for someone else
can i re-post your art?
generally no. you can ask me though if it's a site i'm not on and as long as it's without hateful intent
where did your shop go?
it is closed for now - everything i make for it goes usually from my hands to yours (or the hands of a smaller business that i know) and i'm working to have the time and resources to do that again. that being said though, if you want any of art in my shop you can let me know i'll see what i can do in the future!
i want to commission you for something commercial or for a large project!
for larger/commercial projects feel free to email me: [email protected]!
if you are a musician especially i'd love to potentially work with you on anything from conceptual art to album/gig poster art if you feel my craft would fit your vision

haven💘
27 - black - masc & nonbinary
any pronouns - lesbian
romantic goth
a specimen formed of blood and jam
i craft sentimental, retro and gothic inspired works in hopes of it burying itself in your rib cage and it indulging in the tender flesh of your aching romantic hearti draw original art as well as fan art of a variety of things - more often ffvii & ffxiv, various bands (goth, various post-punk, visual kei, post-hardcore, etc.) & comicsi'm also a novice doll maker & sculptor (mainly ball-jointed dolls for now)

warnings: blood, horror, general suggestive art

if you love fairy tales, survival horror and sapphic dating sims/romance i highly recommend little goody two shoes. they didn't pay me to write this btw i just need more people to experience it

for ffvii my favorite characters are cloud, tifa, barret & ship is cloti
(i also have butchfemme & trans hcs, i love them in every flavor)
i love the entire cast & story

STATUS: closed, slated to open in march!
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⚔ These are for personal, digital commissions only. For anything for commercial use, please contact me via email!
⚔ I will NOT accept any NFT/Blockchain related project, ever.⚔ You will see me posting art still as I work on your commission, and this is as it helps me gain more eyes on my work and thus more clients - I am still working on your commission as this happens I assure you!⚔ Please have proper references ready when commissioning me (this means some sort of visual reference whether it be photos of what you want/ideas, a rough sketch of an idea, pinterest board or what have you). I however will not accept or work with any AI related imagery.⚔ I have the right to decline any commission for any reason upfront.⚔ I have rights over the final product for posting/advertising my services. You reserve the right to use your commission for personal use whatever it may be (as well as posting). If your commission is a gift or surprise for someone please let me know so I can know not to post it right away. If you'd like your commission not posted at all please tell me. I don't post all my commissions but I do post them sometimes If I feel my general audience would enjoy the subject matter too!𖦹 By commissioning me, you are agreeing to my terms of service.
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NOT ACCEPTING
☓ hateful/discriminatory content
☓ nsfw for characters under 18
☓ furries (i don't feel my skill set is appropriate for them atm, sorry!)
If you need clarification on any of these feel free to ask!


PAYMENT
I accept payment upfront full only and do so via paypal and stripe.
If you are a repeat client of mine I will only then accept partial payments. Please do not attempt to commission me to hold a slot. If I have not received payment after 2-3 days of acceptance you will be removed from my acceptance list.
Repeated behavior like this will blacklist you from commissioning me.
DEADLINES + DELIVERY
For commissions that do not have a background and aren't complex in design (we will have discussed this one on one if this is the case), delivery can be expected in 2 weeks. Commissions with backgrounds/complex designs can take a month.
If you need an expedited deadline please state it when you first fill out my form. I can do so sometimes but there will be an extra charge depending on time frame + complexity of the commission.I will contact you via your preferred method after acceptance and your correspondence to notify you of your rough sketch usually the same week. All updates will be shown via trello so you can always know what step your commission is on!REVISIONS
You will always receive a sketch for approval before I go into line work, and you can make as many changes as you like during this period free of charge. Once the line work and coloring is done, you may ask for small changes / alterations (slight color changes or variants) but anything major will be an additional charge.
REFUNDS
Refunds can only be requested before receiving a sketch. Once a sketch has been received by client, there is no more opportunity for refunds.
LAST WORDS
Thank you so much for expressing your interest in commissioning me! I will always do my best to ensure you are satisfied and to get your piece to you in a timely manner! All I ask is that you are cordial in return and patient. I look forward to working with you and thank you for reading!